Monday, September 01, 2008

08.29.08

Gramps,
You'll never read my blog again, I don't know why I am writing to you, but it comforts me in some way.

My life was forever changed on Friday night at 11:15 PM. The impact you had on me will forever be with me.

What will we do without you? I feel at times that I can't breathe or even speak. Something is just not right. I have so many special memories, recent memories of you that are to painful to write here at this moment.

No matter how much I knew that this day would come, it came too soon. I guess I would have never been ready. I have so many questions, yet there are no answers.

I wish we had more time...

Love,
Deb

6 comments:

Jenster said...

*sigh* This tugs on my heart. I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers, Hon.

Queen Catherella said...

deb, you said it all, and yet didn't even scratch the surface. i just don't think there are words.

Becky said...

Awww, Deb. My heart just aches for you all. It's so hard to have to 'let go' of loved ones who go on ahead of us...but there will always be those treasured memories to get you through until you meet again.

I love that he read your blog! He was one hip grandpa!

Becky said...

I thought I'd already said it, but it must have been on your sisters blog...but I'm praying for you and yours...for comfort in this season of grief and loss. ((Hugs))

The Daily "B" said...

Thank you.

Becky - He was hip. I kept telling him, leave a comment. He refused to leave a comment until he was done reading every post. He said he was making his way from the beginning to the end. lol.

angela said...

What beautiful memories you must have. His legacy lives on through you, Deb.